updating my blog

i really need to keep updating my blog,coz qiqi want to throw me out from her followers list ( please don't =p) the reasons why i can't keep updating this blog because of i dont know how to write my story here so all of u can understand it. its quit difficult to tell what i felt lately here,i need a right word to express it...but i still couldn't find it. so this is what happened, keep not updating my blog *_*. hehehe